Wish I Was There Already!!

Let Alone You

It was Sunday afternoon, I was sunk in my
recliner
Football game was on Tampa Bay and Carolina
I wasn’t payin’ much attention
The volume down, not watchin’ it at all
This house was like an ice box, had all the
curtains drawn
I had it more like a hotel room and less
like a home
It’s been so quiet around here lately
I wasn’t thinkin’ anyone would call

Chorus:
Let alone you
All the way from Dallas
Out of the blue
Sayin’ that you missed us
And time and distance made you see
You were lost without me
How did you know
I’d finally hit the bottom
An all time low
Was suddenly forgotten
The sound of your voice on the line
Made fate turn circles on a dime
Just when I thought I’d never find
somebody new
Let alone you

Now here I am at the baggage claim
A nervous wreck waitin’ on your plane
Wringin’ my hands, checkin’ my watch
I never dreamed forty-eight hours ago
I’d be standin’ here waitin’ on
Anyone, no not anyone

Let alone you

Almost There

I know it seems like forever but I will be there before you know it! I know you have been missing me more than ever lately but keep staying strong, the distance can only make us stronger. I can't wait to be there with you! Just think it has already been 4 months and only 8 more to go! Remember when it was over a year to go? I haven't figured out if it gets easier or harder as time goes on but I do know I love you. I love you so much I can't stand to be apart this long but I know the distance makes our love grow with every minute. You mean the world to me and I know I can't live life with out you. I have tried it and didn't like it. I know now what it means to have a feeling that words can not describe. I'll love you forever, and remember keep your head up 'cause I'll be there before you know it! Xoxo

Happy Mother's Day

I miss you

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent and will spend with each other;for those were and will be the best times of my life. I love you and we are almost half way done; but it seems as if it's still a life time away!

I love you 'cause you keep me strong in times of weakness! Your the best! :)

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I would never have to live a day without you.

~Winnie the Pooh

I'm on My Way

"Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home"

-One Republic

I Need You Now!

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now!

Sometimes you just know!

I love you...........always have.......................always will!!!!!!

33 Reasons I Love You! :)

1. Your loyalty to me and everyone that matters to you
2. Your compassion for everyone around you
3. Your selflessness
4. Your strength
   
5. Your devotion
6. Your kindness
7. The way you always try to help others
8. The way you now stand up for what you believe in
9. Your generosity
10. The way you always look for the positive in everything
11. Your gentleness with me
12. How much you and I share in common
13. How you can always make me laugh or smile even at times when I don't want to
14. The fact that you refuse to completely grow up
15. Your crazy voices, sounds, and faces
16. The fact you aren't afraid to cry
17. How you always want to help me whether I need it or not
18. How you are always concerned about me and my well-being
19. The way you hold me
20. How much you have taught me about myself
21. Your intelligence
22. Your incredible blue eyes
23. Your strong hands
24. Your uncompromising belief in God and family
25. The fact that you make the best father anyone could ever ask for
26. The way you walk
27. The way you talk
28. Your wackiness
29. The fact that there is nobody else in the world like you and nobody could ever come close
30. The way you make me feel about myself
31. How you always tell me and show me everyday how much you love me
32. How you don't mind holding my hand or showing me affection even public
33. The way you kiss and touch me
    

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1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.

(I love you) I love you
1, 2, 3, 4
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you

-Plain White Tees

Soon Enough!!

I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! And I can't wait to see you again!

I lu you!

An email from Mr. Right

"Here to stay"

Its been years

since i've seen your face,

held your hand,

or spent hours on end

just talking to you one-on-one;

at times i could still

feel your presence,

see you riding shotgun,

but alas those days are gone;

or so it seemed,

until you ran back into my life,

with open arms,

ready to take on the chance of Love once again;

So here is stand,

finding myself,

falling head over heels,

once more

for the one that would make me laugh,

smile,

and live life as myself;

no matter what you say,

im here to stay,

i'll be here for you,

and of course,

I'll always love you!!!!

thank you love,

its because of you, making me feel so happy once more that i have been able to write poems once more..

you have given me new hope, new love, new courage to take on the world once again in ways that i had only thought or dreamt about..

its because of you, that i am now living life the way i always wanted to. . thank you for coming back into my life and loving me and letting me love you with everything that we have so we could make our lives more blissful than ever...

I love you..

A poem from many years ago!

Even now
I think about you
I can't help it
It's just something I'm used to
I'll never forget you
You were my first love
There's no way to stop
This feeling I get
When I think of you
We were perfect for each other
What went so wrong?
I guess things just changed
We both just moved on
I'll always love you though
I could never stop
I see you in passing
And my heart still begins to race
"I shouldn't feel this anymore"
I tell myself everyday
You probably hate me
For the decisions that I've made
But I'll always love you
No matter what I do
I'll never forget you
You were my first true love.

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

"Apologize" -One Republic

Is this it?

If you knew you only had one shot would you take it? Knowing that this would be the decision that decided the rest of your life. I used to be the girl that took every chance that I could just to find out what the result would be! Where has she gone? Has anyone seen this girl I speak of? I now find myself sticking with the safe road. I feel like I'm standing just steps from the edge, to scared to look over in fear of losing my safety. It's scary what fear can do to humans but what's scarier is how the fear of being alone without love can change a person from who they really are. "If you don't love me for who I really am what's the point?" I want to find me again. I want to jump off the edge with a running start. This edge that has this unbearable hold on me. I want to run, fly, live! I want to find me again. Me...? Who am I? I...? I am artistic and I believe I need art back in my life. I love art all kinds. Music, poetry, paintings, sculptures, writing, the list is endless. I need coffee and friends back in my life. I'm so tired of going through the Starbucks drive through. I want the type of coffee where you can sit for hours on end catching up with old friends and loved ones that know the true you. I need romance. You know the kind of love that makes you tingle. I'm so tired of doing the daily's. I want that little extra. So the question is do I take that shot and live on the safe side or do I jump and hope that someone will catch me that can help me rediscover ME?

You can't rain on my parade anymore!

Dear Mr. To Good To Be True,
You can't rain on my parade anymore! I'M DONE!
Love,
-Katie